Sunday, July 29, 2007
deardear went to malaysia today to send his grandparents home... juz less than 24 hours from hearing his voice and seeing him makes me feel really lonely.. i m trying to do my webdesign assignment.. but all i could tink of was him.. i really miss him.. i din know tat i was so attached to deardear such tat he's only away for less than one day and i m already missing him like so deeply.. at least i know something today.. almost felt a tear drop down when i said goodbye to him at the mrt station today... juz saw his back turned and ran to the next cabin(to join his parents and grandparents).. felt a tinge of sadness.. i held back my tears and told myself.. "its only for a while...".. i hate goodbyes... even if its only for a while.. juz like my senior.. both of us(me and my senior) dun like to say goodbye to something or someone we have grown emotionally attached to.. even if its only for a while.. i m missing his voice and his constant babblings... i miss you deardear.. are you sleeping well now? i shall be obedient and do my work... i m juz missing you so much...

i miss you deardear...
over and out 1:50 AM