Friday, February 27, 2004
hmmm.. in the
sch library now.. decided to
go sch today. nothing to do at home anyway. actually juz wanted to have perhaps
one last look at my frens who i have befriended in MI over these past few weeks being leaving.. but as expected they are not here today. in fact. most of the Pre-U 1s aren't here at all.. tink only
less than 70 ppl turned up. its quite a funny sight. to see the quad so empty of Pre-U ones who usually dominated the court with our sheer size of close to 1000. so ironic. guessed at tis time. most of them are still sleeping at home..
saw shamus tis morning and
he's like "there's a lot of oxygen today". haha. its really funny. the Pre-U 2 and 3s were like staring at us. like some aliens. haha.
*i miss them* really i do.. i started out at this sch tinking tat everything sux. including the ppl. now it all juz seemed like a dream. was
sitting on the bus yesterday traveling home when i started feeling like crying. but i
din of coz. but really fought hard to hold back the tears. doesn't really help tat i was listening to "where is the love?"
tinking of how we 1st know each other. pon classes. have our break together. toking of little secrets we have. looking at ppl we tink are cute. running ard the sch. avoiding teachers. hiding in the toilets and library. toking and having fun in lects. getting scolded by teachers. juz dun give a damn abt the things in sch. disturbing ppl and scaring ppl off. playing pool after sch. go town. juz plain having fun. all the funny characters walking ard in sch. like
top4million, butthead, 3quarterpants. elephant. tofuman. all these. really gonna miss all of the ppl in MI.. juz wondering.
will our lives ever cross one another's paths again. its really a nice experience for me since dunno how long ago. really
enjoyed and had lots of fun. i was even looking forward to sch. now sitting in the library typing these. really dun feel like leaving all my frens. but i noe tat all of us will
eventually go to different schs. maybe some of us will meet each other. but nothing can be compared juz sitting ard in sch and having fun. esp in the canteen even though the food is not really tat nice. where me, mel, alina, vanessa, erman, wennie, nicholas hee or ang, thomas will sit there and rot. really gonna miss all of them. every single one of them. they made life enjoyable for me. the company they gave me.
to all the frens i have made in MI. Thank You.
really
feeling the tension now. juz wished to get
less than 20 and finish off my A levels in some jc. juz a few hours more. i hope i will be jumping for joy. really hope tat i m tinking too much and tat the standard of marking is too hard tats why i m counting so much. lets hope so. never knew how my life would change after the papers in NOV. really. its always.
i wished i could turn back the time and do something abt the papers again. always wanting a second chance. seriously. if i dun get less than 20. i dunno wats my plan after tat.. i dun really want to stay in MI. but i oso dun really want to go ploy. i
dunno wats ahead of me. juz less than 20 i will be satisified. really. now all i can do is
juz pray. can't do much anyway.
26th feb.
went to sch early in the morning. slacked my time off in the library until 945 and went off with jon, shamus, victor, scott?, daniel and one farsian to play pool at somewhere near beauty world. met mel on the bus there. it was quite fun seeing everyone having so much fun. we were the 1st in the place. alina and vanessa joined us after tat. went for lunch at beauty world ard 1. quite fun. went home to slp den woke up almost got the fright of my life tinking tat it was the next morning and i had missed taking my results. phew. it was juz a dream and it was only 6.29pm. haha. toking abt scaring urself too much. haha.
lets juz hope tat everything goes well today. god bless me~
over and out 8:33 AM
HELP!!! tml's the DAY!!! i m scared.. i m. hope to get less than 20! if tats possible! shall blog wat happened on 26th feb later! so many things happened! so not enuff time to blog now! pray for me! god bless me~
over and out 12:29 AM