Sunday, October 24, 2004
been real tired tis whole week. totally drained. a mere puppet.
had kayaking on monday. fun. went gay beach to have lunch. interesting day. but tiring.
knew promos results. EOF. not as bad as i expected. mr lim asked me to take sup paper. "get promoted la. why do u want to retain?" and den mr d. ang said " wats ur prob? why u want to retain?" when i told him i wanted to. everyone's asking me why i want to retain. i set up my mind long ago. but now. everyone' asking me. i dunno anymore. shud i? shud i not? gonna take the sup paper ofr maths den see 1st. if i get a A or B for it den i will go on. if not den retain. fair enuff? i tink so.
went SAJC open house yesterday. weird huh? i go only when i m j1. i din go last year's. it was alright. went there to have lunch. the fruit stall aunntie was like "next year den come and buy more." i was like "okie sure. (hidden giggles)" yeah. sure. next year open house yea? met grace, eunice their frens, shuyu, cheukyin, melvin, weemin, wenseng, jeremy lim, their fren and saw jacky and his ahem leave juz when i reached the bandroom. tink they want to go SA. went courts after tat to buy new bedsheet. bought a pink. u can say hot pink bedsheet to match my hot pink coloured pillow case. kekek. now i have a pink bed!
totally unfocused tis week. easily get mood swings. one moment damn happy. den the next very unhappy. its very hard for me to actually feel happy. so try hard to be happy for as long as i can. try hard not to feel angry. but one samll little thing can spark off one whole load of unhappiness. so dun make me angry k? heheh. shall try harder to control my mood tis week.
had a nice dream juz now. it was really. the best out of tis whole week. had a nice plot and storyline. i treat each dream like a "mini movie" great way to destress i tink. no worries from reality.
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over and out 2:56 PM