Thursday, February 05, 2004
today wasn't really a GREAT bday... it was kind of sucky.. headache 1st thing in the morning after a misunderstanding with some ppl.. really felt damn sucky.. den went to NP with mel, alina, vanessa, sally and sheila after sch.. hot and sticky.. hmmm.. den met up with wennie, erman and clarence.. saw marc at NP.. he still looks as hamster as ever.. hahah.. anyway went to paradigm to play pool after tat.. met up with qianyi and shuyu there..
he din turn up.. which was kind of expected.. joyce was like "if he like tat say no time muz do a lot of things den i oso shud have no time oso wah.." damn freaking sad leh.. hate it when things are like so shitty..
he's like being so mean.. to me. and so nice to other ppl.. not so nice lah.. but at least better.. wanted to ask him
"do u dare admit tat u treat me the same way u treat ur classmates and OG members?" i seriously doubt so.. told myself to forget abt him.. but i get damn upset and pissed off at the fact tat we aren't even like frens... i love my frens very much.. but seriously i m getting
damn tired becoz of him.. dun feel happy everyday i wake up... coz it always comes back to me the moment my mind is awake.. tired.TIRED.TIRED.. i tried my best in making everyone happy.. "tis is juz shit. isn't it?".. lets juz
pray tat things will be better.. PLS....
anyway.. shermaine, carlyn, zz and jacky arrived later.. and paul goh was actually there.. saw him.. SO CUTE! haha.. but he left soon after reaching.. had a few games with them.. qianyi was doing well considering it was her 1st time at pool.. haha.. we all called it "TYCO luck". haha. went to yoshi to eat. ruth and amanda came along.. den went to swensens to eat ice cream.. they bought a "firehouse" for me.. so sWEET of them.. haha.. anyway was feeling damn shagged on the way home den hastily juz cut up the bday cake at home and went to slp soon after tis.. seriously.. juz hope tat 17 will mark a new beginning for me..
i want to be HAPPY!~
over and out 11:07 PM