Sunday, August 01, 2004
time is passing so fast!!!!!! wooosh! was tinking on the bed last night abt some scene i remember suddenly: me getting out of the bus with my sn band members carrying our instruments waiting at the ave 2 gate to open and get into the band room. time ard 6pm? it seemed so recent so i started wondering when it was. den.
SYF2003. which is
1 year back. m i sure it was last year coz it really seemed like a few days or weeks back. gosh. scary.
still
felt like part of sn. not as an alumni but as a student. esp after going to the track and field meet. the things tat happened within the last 2 years seemed so fresh. i can remember every part and detail of it. tis afternoon suddenly found the "sn synthetic track opening ceremony" vcd. watched it. and the scene of me squatting down at the field and everyone else ard me doing the formation and dance flashed back. i was sec1 den. i could feel myself standing in the field the very moment in my room. looking at the audience sitting at the grand stand. the st john's gals standing at the ave 2 gate getting ready. my frens crapping to each other b4 the whole thing starts. saw the pri 1 kids wearing sia uniform parading down the track. so cute and innocent. den i started counting: they muz be pri 4 now. soon they will be pri6. pri to pri6. wat does tis mean? time is passing so fast. but why all the memories start coming out these 2 days? really feeling very curious at this happening. million questions running thru my mind.
i juz realised.
i
missed sec4 hope. i missed crapping with alyssa, deborah and chewy. i
missed snsb. i missed the aunties and uncles at the canteen stalls. i missed running to sec 4 diligence class looking for joyce and shermaine. i missed meeting yukching in the toilet routine. i missed standing in the middle of the field looking up at the sky. i missed walking ard st nicks late in the afternoon. i missed the feeling of being a st nicks gal. those were undoubtly the best years of my life.
i missed home.
over and out 10:51 PM