Tuesday, March 02, 2004
hmmm.. been such a long time since i blog. kind of lazy nowadays. hehe. anyway. got my results. like duh~ hmm.. i got
19. good but not great.
considering tis yr a lot of ppl did so much better than me. now. muz get
all As for my alevels. at least i wun feel so pathetic next time when i grow up looking back at my sch life. haha. yup. 19. where can i go. 1st thought.
cj. but next u have ppl like
shaun tham telling me dun go cj. go
appeal for ac. i m like "
wat? ac. are u mad? i got 19. not 15 or 16. how to appeal." but tis few days have been tinking a lot. even thot of appealing for ac. but i remember saying tis to myself. " if i
get less than 16 i will appeal for ac. if anything more than tat.. straight to cj" so i guessed
cj is my 1st choice den. i mean like. it wun be tat bad rite?
something good is bound to appear even in the harshest environment. listening to "god must hate me" by simple plan. gave a lot of thot abt it. nah.
god loves me. he gave me
a chance to go jc. and i m satisfied already. he gave me another chance again.
thank you O lord. maybe i shud seriously considering going back to church. somewhere near my house. where i can really commit my time to Him. hmmm.. having my lunch now. juz learnt from dad to
cook something new last nite. it
taste pretty good. hehe. i m such a good cook~ haha. really
loveeeeee cooking. haha. but i
wanna be a psychologist. maybe i can be some part time cook. hahah.
recently got into tis
gunbound craze. everyday. gunbound. but seriously. its so fun! hehe. i m kind of slow to follow in tis kind of craze. tink other ppl caught it like last OCT. and now. march. tats ard like 4 months lag. haha.
anyway. juz checked my friendster. and
jean sent me a few msgs. felt so guilty not sending her off when she went off to aussie. and felt so
bad and disappointed with myself. for
not doing well for my prelims and even my Os.. becoz i want her to know tat her SP is a very hardworking and clever gal. but all my results show juz one thing = laziness and not hardworking enuff.. felt like i have let her down.. dun dare to tell her. tink she expects a lot of me. but i can't deliver. becoz i have not been hardworking enuff. HOW? but i muz reply her somehow.
dun wanna let her down. haiz. dilemma.. help! okie okie. i shall tink of something soon..
off to gunbound again.~
over and out 1:02 PM