Monday, February 23, 2004
today is horrible. totally. its such a
shitty day. some things
went too far.. now it
doesn't seem funny anymore. maybe its becoz i was already
feeling sick the moment i woke up. den din have the energy to really handle the things placed in front of me. but i m seriously very tired and sick. juz realised tat i din eat anything since 11am. and
gastric's acting up again. and head having a
real bad headache. feel so
weak. crap. maybe i wun even go sch tml.
dunno how to face those ppl. juz wanna
dig a hole in the ground and hide in it. my
reputation is
totally gone after wat happened today. and i
thot during the weekends i was gonna have a
great day on mon. crap. its not. its
totally screwed up. never felt so screwed up since 5th feb where i offended some ppl.. now i din even do anything. ah. so shitty.
dun want any trouble in my few remaining days there. juz wanna
leave with happy memories. dun tink its possible now. shudn't even have gone sch today. crap. whole body is breaking down. maybe i m
gonna die or wat. at least its
better than facing those ppl.. goodness.
tis joke is so not funny anymore.
over and out 6:30 PM