Friday, September 10, 2004
long long long overdued post. shall separate the post.
eve of teachers' day
woke up to a day of excitement. knowing partly tat today was gonna be a great day. and great week. one day of sch the whole week. yup. mon sch. tues teachers' day celebration. wed holi. thurs chi mock paper. fri gp mock paper. so was kind of relaxed and relieved throughout the whole week. anyway. went to sch knowing from other ppl tat the teachers' day(TD) concert was gonna be great. well. it was nice. and funny. the skit/musical put up by the J2 class was hilarious. esp when the part where michael tan came out. everybody was laffing so hard. the rest of the concert was great. the Indian Cultural society was cool man~ the hiphop dance they put up was so unexpected. it was of such high quality. @_@. yup. and ian sang with his band. din noe he could sing so well. a day full of surprises? went to the band room after the celebrations for comm meeting. which apparently turned out into a meeting of games. we were playing monkey and soccer. anyway. rushed to st nicks to meet up with alyssa.
stnicks remembered*
the feeling of stepping into the sch compund was so refreshing. all the
memories came back. walking thru the gate. at father barres. into the canteen. it felt as if i neber leave the sch. everything was so familiar. walked down the stairs and turned into the canteen. eyes searched the place. found alyssa. saw jialin. put down my things and
saw so many sec4s 2003 in the canteen. it felt really good. managed to persuade deborah to go back to stnicks. she was on her way back from RJ. yeah! so happy. it had been quite a few months since i last saw all of them. saw baofang. my "twin" sis with the same surname as me. she's still as corny as ever. saw yuying! still remembered deborah saying "huh? tats yuying?! why she chop off her hair?" her use of words such as "chop off hair" was really funny. went to tase some of the canteen food again. and in the mean time. some of sec4hope 2003 came back. so glad to see them. spent quite a while chatting with them. missed those times with them. amelia was getting kind of horny and lame. we were like "wat u gonna do when u are 21" she went like "yeah! can go watch r rated movies le" seriously. never felt so happy since the day i left st nicks. can say tat even though i was in cj. my mind was always wondering off somewhere to stnicks. felt so light and really happy for once. can't describe the feeling. it was WONDERFUL! saw mr wong and some of the teachers. wanted to go down to the band room and take a look but jialin and alyssa wanted to go town. so off we went. its feels kind of weird yet familiar to be going out with jialin and alyssa. it felt like i was still sec4. kind of
reluctant to leave stnicks. went to heerens to take neoprint. and somehow our machine screwed up. ran out of printing paper and we got a pissed off lady to repair the machine. waited for ard like 30mins? or more. yup. den went off to marche to have a bit of "high tea" couldn't stay any longer after tat as jialin had to go off. so bid them farewell which i concluded it would be a
very long period of time before we meet again.
kind of sad. but things gotta move on. it was a positive day filled with so much fun.
holiday
well. it doesn't really seem like holi to me. had to go sch every single weekday except for fri. had econs tut on monday. chem on tues and wed. band stock checking on thurs. everyday juz passed like any other day. and tried changing the layout /template of my blog. spent quite an amount of time changing it. well. managed to change it. m i satisfied with the new template? yes.
m i happy with it? no. dun understand why. somehow i felt tat changing the template was a bad idea. really bad idea. arghhh. but having spent so much time on it. dun tink its tat wise to change it back again. felt kind of misunderstood these few days. tired and sick. maybe. slept for a very long time today. as if no energy left. no kicks in life. slept from 1am to 2.30pm wokeup to have lunch wacthed tv for a while. din bothered to do anything else. lost interest in every other thing ard me.
life sux. slept again
till 7.30pm.
well sick and boring day but had a nice dream.
dreamt of watching liverpoolfc/england squad live in action at the grandstand. shook hand with milan baros, michael owen and steven gerrard. even had the chance to talk to stevie.
the whole dream was great.
maybe its a kind of a small present for me to relax in non reality. when in real life my life is really tat terrible. other than tat small little "present" of dream. everything else is sucky. and kind of falling apart. ever realising how much i hated myself. no particular reasons. it juz comest o this kind of day of hating myself. for being a moron and having a life tat sux so much. its quite
comforting though to know tat i have pg and jacky to crap with. i m tired. need to take a rest. i wish. everything. will be so much nicer. so much better. worryfree? hope so.
"till we meet again sec4 hope... for u bring the most joy to me"
over and out 10:21 PM